different.

I hate this feeling.
urgh.
I don't know what feeling is this, all I know is
it's not the feeling that I want.
I chose to go back to my grandparents place for the weekend.
With hope that it can ease me and help me feel better.
New semester will be a busybusybusy one.
I can feel it.
Feeling so lonely.
It's like I don't fit in anymore.
Can't fit in in my social circle,
can't fit in with people.
people.
I'm afraid of people.
there you go.
I need to make something out of my life.
I want to achieve well in studies.
I want to make them proud.
I want to feel that I am once worth it.
I need to stop growing horizontally.
I want to stand out.
I want to be different.

urrrrgggghhh.