November 1, 2008

I love and that's when everything begins

When one surrenders their faith in love;

And I want to play hide-and-seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and massage your neck and hold your hand and go for a meal and not mind when you eat my food and talk about the day and carry your bag and laugh at your paranoia and foolishness and give you songs you don’t listen to and watch great and terrible films and take pictures of you when you’re sleeping and get up to make you breakfast and drink coffee at midnight and tell you about the programme I saw the night before and not laugh at your jokes and want you in the morning but let you sleep for a while and stroke your skin and tell you how much I love your hair your eyes your lips your neck your arse and worry when you’re late and be amazed when you’re early and be sorry when I’m wrong and happy when you forgive me and look at your photos and wish I’d known you forever and hear your voice in my ear and feel your skin on my skin and get scared when you’re angry and tell you you’re gorgeous and hug you when you’re anxious and hold you when you're hurt and want you when I smell you and offend you when I touch you and whimper when I’m next to you and whimper when I’m not and get cold when you take the blanket and hot when you don’t and melt when you smile and dissolve when you laugh and wonder who you are but accept you anyway and wonder why you don’t believe me and have a feeling so deep I can’t find words for it and want to buy you a puppy I’d get jealous of because it would get more attention than me and keep you in bed when you have to go and cry like a baby when you finally do and buy you presents you don’t want and take them away again and wander the city thinking it’s empty without you but I want what you want and think I’m losing myself but know I’m safe with you and tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don’t deserve any less and answer your questions when I’d rather not and tell you the truth when I really don’t’want to and try to be honest because I know you prefer it and forget who I am and try to get closer to you because it’s a beautiful learning to know you and make love with you at three in the morning and somehow somehow, communicate the overwhelming unconditional all-encompassing heart-enriching mind-expanding never-ending love I have for you.

and they say soul meets soul on lover's lips.

8 comments:

  1. is feb nearby already? ooo i felt a rush of love...

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  2. please ah.it's written in general terms. i could really use a compliment or two you know. LOL.

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  3. wah... so poetic...and so touching... i also terasa a bit... hehe

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  4. Lol. Eh bear bear, you in canada already right now? (:

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  5. similar to the one by Sarah Kane. is bittersweet.

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  6. oh sepetnie ku...
    so touching la... me so gembira that this kawan rapat of mine is so bahagia!!

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