awful

it's so wrong.
so so wrong.
but i can't hold it back.
i wanted to tell.
i just couldn't.
because i know it's wrong.
i'll go back to pretending
like everything alright
and try to put him back behind my memory
and wished that he'll never come upfront again.
i like his texts, midnight calls and sweet e-mails.
i enjoyed his presence.
i miss being around him.
i want him so badly.
but yeah,
it's wrong wrong wrong.



urrrgghh. down with a terrible flu and soar throat.
it's killing me.
going back to KL this week.
and I'm feeling unwell.
way to go.

:(