Bubble Burst and I saw the most beautiful thing

and when I thought I was doing the right thing by making the extra effort to invite my close friends for an outing.

and what did I get...

urgh.don't even get me started.

It is totally understandable that you people have exams, and insufficient time, but it is so godamnbladry hard to reply me, and give a certain answer??

what if you had the taste of your own medicine??

worst of all, I found out that one of them was lying. and she is, or should I say WAS my friend.
Yes, I do admit that sometimes, I am filled with jealousy, but most of the time, I shone myself away and leave it all behind me.

Right now, truth be told, I am not only jealous, but pissed as well. And it's not because of this tiny issue, but because of everything. and yes, you might think that I had let go of the past..oh well, think again.

At this moment, I am nothing but full of vengeance. Ha-Ha.

I am only doing this so that we could catch up, enjoy each other presence, meet new friends, and create another social circle rather than always bind to the same old circle.

Again, this blog might be post because of my insecurity towards my emotions, anger, jealousy, and (insert all other unpleasant words here), but it is after all my way of expressing.

Some might feel a twitch of guilt after reading, some might think I am being irrational and conservative..

In the end, I am just an 18 years old pre-adult who is expressing her point of view.

Your judgement pays no interest to me.

Plus, you don't even visit my blog, nor you knew about its existent.

So, tell me, why should I bother? L.O.L

Enough of all my bullshits.

Let us talk about THE MOST BEAUTIFUL thingamagic I saw last Friday.

So, I was waiting patiently for the comuter to arrive.

and then I saw...

HIM.

YES. HIM.

He is/has..

charming,cute,tall,perfect skin tone, the most melodious voice, the perfect shoulder size, tall enough, hair so fine that I want to run my fingers in it, the way his motuh moove when he speaks,

his expression,his eyes, the way he dressed..

*screams*

Yes.I was blowned away by him.He is..

perfect (:

He made my 2 hours ride which usually felt like forever.. short.

I miss him though. :(

How cliche as it may sound, but yes, I miss him.

Most of the time, I had my eyes on him.

*smiles wide*

and No, I am not those shallow girls/dumb blondes.

Mind you, I still have my pride. *chin up*

I am all gugu-gaga over him.

BUT, I can asure you that he will be off from my mind.

Not for the mean time, maybe after a week..

or MORE :D

-TBF, you are feeling jealous right now..riggghhtt???? ^_^