Cause I don't care eh eh eh eh

I am literally cemented in Subang for almost 3 weeks already. It's amazing that I am able to pass my time being unproductive. I nominated myself; zee pwincess of unproductive. My daily routine encompasses of dropping Jason off at college and then gym for maybe an hour or so. Breakfast whilst reading the newspapers fits in next. The day continues with me glued onto the laptop until maybe 4 something. That's when Jason would ring me in order to fetch him back from college. May or may not cook dinner. Simple dishes like tom yam fried rice, ikan goreng or vegetables are the typical menu. Oh, the best dish so far was my mashed potato. With no intention of boasting, my mashed potatoes are enough to make you salivate :) Kenneth was the only fortunate one to be able to taste it.

The evening goes on by watching television and more bonding sessions with my laptop. Sometimes, I end my day by reading. And the cycle continues the next day.

Again, again and again.

Fortunately, Su Lin will be dropping by tomorrow.
Phewww.
I can drag her for shopping, food, movies and perhaps skating.
:)

Let me entertain you with a few goofy images =D

If I was born a boy, I would be that good looking.
*tsk tsk*


Blergh.
Don't judge me!

:)

Reborne

05.07.09
Paralyzed. Helpless. Fragile. Shaky. Frightened.

That day can never be forgotten. As much as I would love to erase it in any possible way, I know it is embedded in me, to be remembered and to be 'cherished'. I was admitted to the hospital that day. After three days of terrible diarrhea and vomiting, I consulted a private doctor who informed me that I am having a terrible gastric. Something something, I forgot whats it called. I was told to stay away from cold/gassy drinks, acidic/sour food and oily food. At that point, I would nod my head to anything because the diarrhea and vomiting had been driving my crazy. Of sleepless night and dehydration.

I took the medicine the doctor prescribed me with. 10 minutes later, my lungs was gasping for air. I tried breathing in as hard as I could, but oxygen just would not reach down to my lungs. I coughed and coughed. Every cough was agony. My chest hurt to the core. Every breathe I take reminded me of the past. How I struggled and survived each attack. But, that was many years ago, how is it possible to happen again? I called mom and she rushed home. She headed back to the clinic we visited earlier, but it was closed (it was a Sunday you see). My mom became absent minded. I tell you, mom being mom is no good at handling situation like this. She called dad and started getting agitated with him while I was on the other seat breathing for air.

I was then rushed to the hospital, to a room where I was immediately strapped on a respiratory oxygen mask with its tube plugged into a respiratory machine, pumping liquid-formed-drugs. My lungs eased slowly, as I inhaled strongly, through that oxygen mask. That mask weakens me. I never wanted to be the weaker one. Never. I'll do anything to erase myself of that image. Therefore, the moment the nurse turned away, I unstrapped myself from the oxygen mask, and carefully supported it with my hands instead. With hope, it would at least revamp the image those patients and passerby have of me. Then, I would turned my head to the other side, hiding my face from my mom, hoping that she will not witness her daughter inhaling every breathe like this.

Two hours later, I was able to breathe on my own again. The doctor checked and later prescribed me my medicine. Finally, I was able to leave that pale, horrific room. I was more than rejoice, more than triumph, more than delightful. I wanted to step out as quickly as possible. Every step reminded me of the past, present and future. Flashback blurred me as I slowly fall asleep.

Yen,
finally breathes again.



p/s: And according to the doctor, that asthma attack(which had not been attacking me for many many years until that day) was nothing to do with the medicine the private doctor had prescribed me. Therefore, I am still down with a severe gastric. Urgh. And the amount of medicine, fuuuhhh.....

?

This ultimate regret is back to haunt me.
I would do anything to erase it.

High 5!!

Firstly, a moment of silence for the recent death concerning Michael Jackson, King of Pop. Your presence shall be missed. Rest in peace Mr. Jackson. Your legacy shall forever more embed within us.

Okay..
Sudah lama tak blog, sekarang bila nak blog, rasa weird.
. . .
To post, or not to post.
Bila baca blog orang, rasa macam ada tanggungjawab to post something.
But then bila tulis, wahhhh, writer's block.


Semester ended; like two weeks ago? I forgot.
Second year will only start a month later.

A little recap about what happened a while back,
in no particular orders.

I had flu for three weeks. No kidding.
I thought I might be down with H1N1.


I miss my boy Sun Chin already.
He left for UKM.



Soon, I will miss the Wei Ming and Chor Jaur too.

Chor Jaur will start working and the other one would go back to Singapore.






Attended the SEARCH Conference at Sheraton Subang Hotel a while back. The presenters were really good.

Except for some, whom I couldn't understand a single word they are uttering. Those from Russia, Thailand, Korean *sadly* and etc. I was like har what?

Overall, it was truly a learning experience to be able to witness and be part of an international conference, listening to all those informative, intellectual and in depth discussion.
Oh and another thing, they served good food

His name is Kevin something, no?
I forgot his name since it was almost a month ago.
He is some lawyer from the States.

Boon, one of the photographers during the two days conference.
Photos credited to him and Edmund.

I forgot her name too.
But she is really really smart.
All I remember is she is from UK.

This one, I remember.
Akil Yunus, Seremban (Malaysia).
HAHAAHA

Also, I was one of the 30 students chosen for a one day workshop with 8TV crew. Marion Counter came and shared her experience as a TV personility. That's when all the guys drooled over her. She really is a charming person though, astonishgly attractive too :) We were introduced to a few more crews of the 8TV, including CEO Ahmad Izham came and his boss whom I forgot his name. The main objective of this workshop was too present a fresh idea for 8TV's future television programme. We were grouped, guided and later presented our ideas to Ahmad Idham at the end of the workshop. It was an honor to be able to present and sell our ideas to him though :) Three ideas were accepted at the end of the workshop; Leonard's group, my group and i forgot the other one. However, Leonard and his group won themselves RM500 for protruding the best idea.

They provided us with all these toys.
Bubbles, soft toys, weird looking spectacles and etc.
Creativity purposes
So fun!

Next, Leonard and a few of us joined a short film competition.
*whispers I hope we win*
Filming was fun la. But the short film will only allowed to be widely distributed later in July.
:)

Leonard; producer and creator and Raffi the talented photographer, camera man
and everything else concerning cameras and editing.

Another part of the crew.

How the assistant producer slash diva in bracket self-proclaimed actress bullied the cameraman

Also, SuLin's trip to Subang Jaya. She stayed for almost a week. Brought her her and there. Supper and yum char with my gang. Shopped till she drop. And met up session with May Ling and Leithiga in Sunway Pyramid :)
We decided to get a photo in that booth thingy.
So funny I tell you. It was our first time you see.
And then the music started playing. Real fast tempo tune and then suddenly the machine would say 3,2,1 *snap* and then I would go HAR HAR?
I would scream the tune make me kan cheong lar...
and then Leithiga would laugh and laugh.
May Ling and Su Lin would just go around the booth in search for the perfect angle to have their pictures taken.

No pictures to upload. There were all in May Ling's and Su Lin's camera :)

World, I would like you to meet the new born
Abrielle Lee :)
I don't know bout you, but I love babies
Babies are really beautiful and amazing :)