Kini, harga petrol telah meningkat 75sen per litre. Hatiku terasa sebak apabila berita ini disebarkan dan dikuatkuasakan. Apa yang meneyebabkan hatiku yang nipis dan kecil ini menjadi lebih pedih adalah tambang teksi di sekitar Subang pasti akan meningkat. Tambang yang dikenakan untuk ke Sunway Pyramid dari Mentari Court ialah RM7 walaupun perjalanannya hanya mengambil 5 hingga 10 minit. Untuk pengetahuan anda, perjalanan dari Mentari ke Sunway Pyramid bukanlah teramat jauh, namun jauh bagi pejalan kaki. Inilah antara perkara terbodoh yang negara kita alami, iaitu pemandu teksi di kawasan sekitar Subang tidak mengamalkan prinsip teksi bermeter. Saya percaya jika pemandu teksi menggunakan meter di dalam teksi bodoh mereka itu, tambang yang dikenakan hanyalah kurang dari RM5. Amat bodoh dan mencekikkan darah saya dan manusia lain. Kebodohan dan ketidakadilan tahap maksimum. Oleh kerana harga petrol telah meningkat, saya menjangka tambang ke Sunway Pyramid juga akan meningkat, kemungkinan sehingga RM10. Ini akan mengakibatkan saya menjadi lebih jimat, walaupun kini saya sedang mengamalkan amalan berjimat saya, ini akan menyebabkan saya menjadi lebih lebih jimat. Oleh itu, in the future, saya akan mampus laa. aiyohh. Badawi pun satu macam mia. Tidak mengizinkan subsidi rakyat untuk digunakan sebagai pampasan bagi kenaikan harga ke atas semua barangan di Malaysia.
Saya yakin karangan saya ini adalah karangan paling teruk yang pernah saya tulis.
Ya. penggunaan tatabahasa, frasa nama, subjek dan predikat saya semuanya telah disalah gunakan.
Otak saya kini ibarat sebatang paku yang telah berkarat.
Guru Bahasa Melayu saya, terutamanya Puan Yong pasti akan menjadi kecewa terhadap karya ini. Maaf cikgu. Saya berjanji saya akan membaca lebih banyak buku cerita dan meyelami bahasa dalam buku komsas itu. GKK. (Gelak Keluar Kuat)= LOL (Laugh Out Loud). haha.
Sekian.
June 4, 2008
Happy 19th Birthday!!!
Happy JumboMumbo 19th Birthday!!!
*tight hugs and slurpy kisses*
Hu May Ling
The good and close friend since primary.
The one who never fails to teach and supply me with the knowledge oozing out from her brain.
The one who never fails to be the top in her class.
The one who makes you smile just by staring at you.
The one who stands by you when everyone laughs at you.
The one who giggles hysterically at the most random moments, at the most random and bizarre things.
*I sort of miss the times we had in tution :P*
Girl, stay true to who you are and enjoy every moment of life you have.
You are the girlfriend, friend, daughter, sister any person wants to have as you are beautifully unique and special in your own manner.
Once again, a very Happy Birthday (:
*throws confetti's over Mayling's head*
The one who never fails to be the top in her class.
The one who makes you smile just by staring at you.
The one who stands by you when everyone laughs at you.
The one who giggles hysterically at the most random moments, at the most random and bizarre things.
*I sort of miss the times we had in tution :P*
Girl, stay true to who you are and enjoy every moment of life you have.
You are the girlfriend, friend, daughter, sister any person wants to have as you are beautifully unique and special in your own manner.
Once again, a very Happy Birthday (:
*throws confetti's over Mayling's head*
Shoutout;-Sorry the rest of us couldn't celebrate your birthday like we used to. With the surprises,parties and all. which reminds me that I miss P7 giler banyak along with all the weird, crazy moments we once had.
June 3, 2008
Wake me up when June ends
Yes. It's blue. It's so blue-ish due to my recent emo moments, blueee feeling and I just feel.... blue lah.
I am on the verge of inserting new post for my lame blog, and completing the never ending assignments.
and I finally decided on...ahh, you should have know by now.
Let's have a recap of what needed to be handed up in this devilish-oh-so-hellish month of June.
1.Media Appreciation Review
2.Film a 20 minutes sitcom.
3.Moral-10 pages of essay written about the topic given.
4.Oral presentation
5.Speaking test/Listening test
6.Economics observation and report.
7.Social physcology lab report.
8.Social physcocolgy individual essay.
9. Media Appreciation, Social physocology, and Moral Quiz
10. Finals; and we have no study leave. *cursing*
Any of my classmates who read this will definitely have their heart skipped twenty beats :O
Some lecturers can be really weird at times. Handing us assignments at the very last minute.Therefore, this explains the students last minute work as well. What is given last minute will have last minute outcomes. :D
All this loads of stress made me miss home. Oh wait, I miss my home and family every single day. ha.
Ok. I need to divert my focus back to reality and get my head straight. Sigh.
Current frustrations: The world and the people living in it is annoying me right now. I'm so annoyed by it, I even find myself annoying.
Countdown to- head home, have a good laugh and relax.
I am on the verge of inserting new post for my lame blog, and completing the never ending assignments.
and I finally decided on...ahh, you should have know by now.
Let's have a recap of what needed to be handed up in this devilish-oh-so-hellish month of June.
1.Media Appreciation Review
2.Film a 20 minutes sitcom.
3.Moral-10 pages of essay written about the topic given.
4.Oral presentation
5.Speaking test/Listening test
6.Economics observation and report.
7.Social physcology lab report.
8.Social physcocolgy individual essay.
9. Media Appreciation, Social physocology, and Moral Quiz
10. Finals; and we have no study leave. *cursing*
Any of my classmates who read this will definitely have their heart skipped twenty beats :O
Some lecturers can be really weird at times. Handing us assignments at the very last minute.Therefore, this explains the students last minute work as well. What is given last minute will have last minute outcomes. :D
All this loads of stress made me miss home. Oh wait, I miss my home and family every single day. ha.
Ok. I need to divert my focus back to reality and get my head straight. Sigh.
Current frustrations: The world and the people living in it is annoying me right now. I'm so annoyed by it, I even find myself annoying.
Countdown to- head home, have a good laugh and relax.
June 2, 2008
Finally.
A big thank you to my dearly beloved parents, caring classmates, mr.winston, kal, soonhan, sulin and others who were concern about my granpa and MY condition. I owe you people big time *hugs*
To actually realize that there are actually people who cared and concerned so much about me dumbstruck me.
I felt awkward, weird, yet I love and enjoy that feeling. Maybe because this is something I don't experience often.
being the usual overly emotional self, I did sob myself to sleep during those rough periods.
And I dare say, I sob myself to sleep a lot.
Sharing and expressing dilemmas/problems/feelings are not my best subject(s).
I think a lot before blurting out.
I am very afraid of what others think of me,but at the same time, I hate to impress the world by becoming something I'm not.
I was not raised to be independent, but I was raised to be emotionally independent.
Although I am blessed with parents I wouldn't wish to trade for, I am sometimes the child who wishes she has an elder brother/sister.
Yes, I am never satisfied with what I have. I am always demanding for more..and more.
I want to be able to talk to someone, share with someone, and discuss with someone.
If I would to have an elder sister, I want to stay in her room, hug pillows, talk about the cute guy I saw in tuition, gossip and bitch about schoolmates, borrow her clothes and shoes, and run to her room during random hours just to sit and enjoy each other company.
If I would to have an elder brother, I want him to be able to protect this fragile little sister of hers, be the elder brother every girl dies for and be able to make me feel safe and secure whenever I am with him.
If this world would to answer all of our "If ", I guess people will just be more demanding and greedy.
All my life, I tried to act tough, deep down, I am nothing but a piece of torn paper.
I like to be thought as the strong one, not the girl who seeks for tough macho guys for help even when it is not necessary.
If it's possible, I hide my emotions till I can hide no more.
Sometimes,I do not enjoy the company of people.
Sometimes, I want them to notice me so much I lied and pretend.
Sometimes, just because I want to fit in, I changed and it made me felt so "plastic".
I am the who cries when I watch sad movies/dramas even when others do not think is depressing nor saddening.
Sometimes, I agreed along because I tend to have a different thought of everything, the weird one, the wrong one.
I strongly believe in miracles, fairytale,afterlife, karma and a happy ending.
I love the people around me so much, that sometimes my actions/conducts seemed hurtful but all I wanted to do was protect them.
but then again, because I have the weirdest and bizarre mindset, most of my actions appeared weird and...wrong.
Most of the times, I have regrets for my demeanors and words.
I am still the child who pampers for her parents love every single day.
Everyday, I await for the day my parents would feel proud of me and my achievements.
Though, my achievements aren't exactly something to be proud of.
Most of the times, I wonder ans search for reasons of my existence as I have found none.
I questioned my abilities, intelligence and capabilities in everything I do.
I am sincere and do not divert my love easily.
I live more to the past and future, but at the same time, I believe that I should live more of the present.
I have many thoughts and attempts of suicidal, but because I have am strongly conscious and have my conscience, I am still here.
I do not cry of physical pain as often as to when I cry whenever I feel dead on the inside.
I have so much to tell, I don't even know where to begin.
I am afraid of realities, I run and hide away most of the time.
I prefer to avoid.
I prefer to stay in my dream and never wake up, because reality hasn't been treating me kind enough. Maybe it's not my time yet.
All I am waiting for right now is for to sigh "Finally" signifying a form of relief.
A big thank you to my dearly beloved parents, caring classmates, mr.winston, kal, soonhan, sulin and others who were concern about my granpa and MY condition. I owe you people big time *hugs*
To actually realize that there are actually people who cared and concerned so much about me dumbstruck me.
I felt awkward, weird, yet I love and enjoy that feeling. Maybe because this is something I don't experience often.
being the usual overly emotional self, I did sob myself to sleep during those rough periods.
And I dare say, I sob myself to sleep a lot.
Sharing and expressing dilemmas/problems/feelings are not my best subject(s).
I think a lot before blurting out.
I am very afraid of what others think of me,but at the same time, I hate to impress the world by becoming something I'm not.
I was not raised to be independent, but I was raised to be emotionally independent.
Although I am blessed with parents I wouldn't wish to trade for, I am sometimes the child who wishes she has an elder brother/sister.
Yes, I am never satisfied with what I have. I am always demanding for more..and more.
I want to be able to talk to someone, share with someone, and discuss with someone.
If I would to have an elder sister, I want to stay in her room, hug pillows, talk about the cute guy I saw in tuition, gossip and bitch about schoolmates, borrow her clothes and shoes, and run to her room during random hours just to sit and enjoy each other company.
If I would to have an elder brother, I want him to be able to protect this fragile little sister of hers, be the elder brother every girl dies for and be able to make me feel safe and secure whenever I am with him.
If this world would to answer all of our "If ", I guess people will just be more demanding and greedy.
All my life, I tried to act tough, deep down, I am nothing but a piece of torn paper.
I like to be thought as the strong one, not the girl who seeks for tough macho guys for help even when it is not necessary.
If it's possible, I hide my emotions till I can hide no more.
Sometimes,I do not enjoy the company of people.
Sometimes, I want them to notice me so much I lied and pretend.
Sometimes, just because I want to fit in, I changed and it made me felt so "plastic".
I am the who cries when I watch sad movies/dramas even when others do not think is depressing nor saddening.
Sometimes, I agreed along because I tend to have a different thought of everything, the weird one, the wrong one.
I strongly believe in miracles, fairytale,afterlife, karma and a happy ending.
I love the people around me so much, that sometimes my actions/conducts seemed hurtful but all I wanted to do was protect them.
but then again, because I have the weirdest and bizarre mindset, most of my actions appeared weird and...wrong.
Most of the times, I have regrets for my demeanors and words.
I am still the child who pampers for her parents love every single day.
Everyday, I await for the day my parents would feel proud of me and my achievements.
Though, my achievements aren't exactly something to be proud of.
Most of the times, I wonder ans search for reasons of my existence as I have found none.
I questioned my abilities, intelligence and capabilities in everything I do.
I am sincere and do not divert my love easily.
I live more to the past and future, but at the same time, I believe that I should live more of the present.
I have many thoughts and attempts of suicidal, but because I have am strongly conscious and have my conscience, I am still here.
I do not cry of physical pain as often as to when I cry whenever I feel dead on the inside.
I have so much to tell, I don't even know where to begin.
I am afraid of realities, I run and hide away most of the time.
I prefer to avoid.
I prefer to stay in my dream and never wake up, because reality hasn't been treating me kind enough. Maybe it's not my time yet.
All I am waiting for right now is for to sigh "Finally" signifying a form of relief.
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